Today

I went to art today and everyone saw the other class's artwork. And mine looks like total shit now compared to that. Then I came home and forgot I was going to have lunch with someone, and I felt bad about that. Then I went to the doctor and he told me that my back problems are probably accentuated because of being overweight. He kinda joked about my stomach and that made me feel horrible. And then I was trying to get out my frustrations by posting something unrelated to what I was thinking about, and people commented on it, making me feel like a total bitch. And now I'm not being a good girlfriend, which is making me feel like even worse of a person. I can't do art, I'm fat, I'm rude and I'm a horrible girlfriend. That's how today has made me feel